Little Black Dot

dear universe,
i'm sick again and my printer still isn't working?
and today i'm stuck with the hierophant?
what's going ON here?
have i failed you in some way?
are you testing my temper?
(this is right around the part where my mother always says
i love you even when i'm angry
and then starts yelling).
i love you, universe, but i'm not angry.
i'm just scared.
you know how i feel about flux time, so
help me out here.
jah?
always,
chelsea