Little Black Dot

here is some simple math.
the effort required of me to accomplish everything that needs accomplishing within the next seven weeks is more effort than i have. as a result, i don't do anything. i have simply ceased to function and instead of going to the bar or making art or, i don't know, doing my homework, i watch marathons of the l-word and sleep for twelve hours a night.
this is what i want and i'm not sad about it.