Little Black Dot

ok.
there are thirty days until classes start.
i'm dehydrated and i'm losing my cool.
this afternoon i was not sober and
the bosses were all gone and i made
paper hats for the office bunnies
and we all wore them and it was almost
funnier than the afternoon i spent at my desk
looking like i joined the witness protection program.
i am trying to stay entertained. occupied.
preoccupied. i'm trying to preoccupy myself
from so many things i have nothing left to concentrate on.
soon i will have at least thirty-nine things to keep me busy
every day, and will i do any of them?
or will it be like this?