you're so bitter. bitter and so sweet.

once upon a time, back in the idyllic days of september when it was easy to say i'm a university student because i had no real work to do,
i told someone (it must have been elise) that, no, actually, i really love writing papers.
right.
well,
i lied.
i am a big fat lying lie face.
i hate papers and papers, apparently, hate me.

all i want to do right now is go to pep. read a poem. drink a beer.
god damn it, academia. sometimes. you make me. so. upset.