maybe getting is all you've known until now.

you know
at first i wasn't so sure about this whole
coming back to calgary
thing.
and i don't know. maybe i'm still
not. sure, that is.
there is always an identity crisis over something.
tofu/chicken; transit/car; patchouli/chanel; etc.
but i seem to be learning a lot about life and the universe at large. and not because i'm reading or listening or seeking out this information, but because it comes to me in revelations. and none of this is particularly meaningful in any way, shape, or form,
like why men must love motorcycles so much
(because driving one is the easiest way to get a girl to wrap her arms around you),
but it's enlightening.
this is a new kind of knowing, and it feels like self actualization.