if it helps, i'd say i feel a little worse than i did when we met

I'm going through a process of intense self/spiritual-revelation right now. There are so many. I would like to evaporate off the face of the earth until they're over because the transition is excruciating. Crocuses pushing through a snow bank. Raised nipples before breast development. I am walking into doors and desks. I don't know where my body ends. My teeth are too big for my face.